Some "me" moments after a long long time... a year probably... and writing this blog was the most spontaneous thing! Not really in my most charming disposition, rather in one of those phases when one isn't sure of anything...  It's not exactly true that I had nothing to do or nowhere to go this evening... it all started because my exciting  long weekend plans never materialized, and again I was the one who chose  to stay lonely and hungry tonight, in spite of having two dinner invites (ok, not formal but more of an impromptu kind)... wish I could decode the human psychology!

Lonely moments are a mishmash of so many things...  a tingling desire to seek company, a wee bit of introspection, and the whole lot of freedom to do whatever I wish to... I guess I was missing these moments!
Those surges of restless energy can be soothed by only by lonely moments, atleast for me.

Okay, let's accept it... I am upset tonight, upset because of the usual human reasons... some expectation isn't met... it's hard because I didn't want to expect anything in the first place... nonetheless it's my fault, my fault because I don't often respect my ego!

Now introspection says I should do some quality work and not laze off time... so off to work to make the most of whatever is left of tonight!