fall break

After a lot of 'to go or not to go's, finally, I went to Florida for my fall break.
It's just a fun trip, I told myself; nothing more than that.
Well, I enjoyed it; won't say that it was awesome, but definitely good, given my dull, boring life in the US.

He seemed happy that I was there; but it would not have mattered much if there was anybody other than me!! It's just an old company that matters! In fact, I am not a good company, as I am a pretty boring person.
May be I am being too judgmental.

Anyways, I don't really care now. Just that at times, I have these emotional surges and become sad; hormonal fluctuations, what else!!
I live life by the day... no aims, no hopes, no dreams... except for spending a day in peace with myself and everything around.

The Nonchalant

Finally, I landed up in the US. And strangely enough, I don't feel homesick/odd/alienated. Now that's a serious issue!!
Let me explain ....

Ever since I finished my odyssey (read: 30-hrs journey, changing 3 flights) and came online, I have been bomdarded by the same old question 'How do you feel there?' in every language that I can read. How do I convince these guys that I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING... no thrills, no nostalgia, no 'culture shocks', no remorse, no guilt, and no dreams either.


Well to admit the truth, I get bored to the core on weekends. The lazy bug I am, I always have the time to get bored when I should be breaking my head over assignments.


Don't know if its something unusual or its my 'psychological handicap'..... whatever!!